Liberation _is rooted down into another realm beyond consciousness, led by Panthera, queen of the Primal kingdom.

3 Feb

After my dad's death about three winters ago, a transformative healing Journey started for me naturally. All pieces of training, teachings, and wisdom that came out of that were for my body and soul, and my impulse is to move in a direction based on authenticity. 

Another 'ego death` in January 2023 brought me closer to the depth and wisdom of my body, for which I took full ownership. I received a deep understanding of which gift I carry within my human nature: The archetype of the Vessel of love.

Most humans are familiar with love through electromagnetic connection. That is, that love is a question of attraction and repulsion.

The fundamental nature of love tends to be locked up with that attraction and repulsion in those kinds of interactions. The Ego and the Self are very different, and the love of the Ego, which is a possessive love, is very other from the love of the Self.

The love of the Self is never directly personal. It has a great deal to do with oneself, but real love is a by-product of human life. That is what real love means.

Love has been running within me since I was born—vital eros energy - expressed and transmitted with all feelings we carry and are ok to be. Some people call it Kundalini or Sexual Energy. And it is even more - It is an energy to which everyone has access and a bath, being orgasmic whenever you choose. Once activated, that vertical running current is always available for us. And YES, we can energetically share it with a lover, a brother or sister, or whoever you choose and meet in consent. Pure love—raw and tender; powerful connections create deep, intimate bonds from an open, clean, and yielding heart. Use it for the greater good, and live life.

Because of carrying this archetype, I have been so often inevitably intensely tested throughout the long journey of my entire life. The only way is to accept and understand my suffering as well as the suffering of others.

Again, I retain my sense of innocence and love through these significant life storms. No matter what dramas are on the surface of my life, deep below, within the very essence of my body, lies a hidden power. It is the power of yielding — a state of awareness that I am here to bring to everything you do and everyone I meet.

Mastery of love also requires integrating the so often unseen, unwanted, hidden dark part within oneself.

How can we unconditionally love someone else when we do not radically accept each part within ourselves?

True power and empowerment lie in fully integrating the dark side. It expands one's treasure box, from which we can give to the world. The question is if one is willing to face one's darkness.

I am here to remind you that the real purpose of existence is love - even behind every shadow is love.

Our bodies carry the wisdom and alchemy of life force within us.

Our primal have their language and expression, and everyone has their unique journey—a journey into the dark naked realm, the bliss, the unknown, the mystery.

Often our mind cannot grasp that, and there is no need for that. It is all about the experience.

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A vision of a world

Of deep connection

Of healthy intimacy

Of sexual liberation

Of radical honesty

Of radical truth

Of authentic expression

Of radical self-responsibility.

Embodied Integration

Of dark, light, and all shades of grey

To cultivate inner peace and explore the realms of the unknown on all levels, including our deep orgasmic states. With curiosity. Openly. Warm-hearted. Fearless. Soft and wild.